Everything you think you know is a lie - so what are you going to do about it?

Doing an energy audit could be your greatest act of rebellion.

I don’t know about you, but for the last 2 years I’ve fallen down quite a few rabbit holes. Living through obvious lies about the plandemic lead me to find out what else they’ve been lying to us about. I’ve learned about the white rabbit, Hollywood, underground tunnels and that the true history of the world has been hidden. Did they really put a man on the moon? Is the Earth flat or round? Why do double rainbows look like they are reflected off of glass? And did we once have giant silica trees on this planet that were the size of mountains? Who actually started the world wars? What are Star Forts and why are their remains found everywhere? And who built the large cathedrals? Could they really be power stations?

I am coming to the realisation that we will never know the whole truth. In a way, part of me is excited about this because it means I still have curiosity and interest, and there’s something magical about the mystery of it all. There may be a library 52 miles long underneath Oxford and Cambridge University, but we ordinary people don’t have access to it. Who was John Dee? I want to find out!

Through the research that I’ve done so far, I’ve heard this phrase time and time again - ‘They’re laughing at us’. The truthers say that the bad guys have been telling us lies for eons, while showing us what’s really been going on through symbolism, movies and story. ‘Symbolism will be their downfall.’ However, the voice of the ‘truther’ still takes the position of there being an ‘us’, and a ‘them’. So who is the us? Have I been commandeered into a different ‘us’ just because I listen to an alternative narrative? We are told by the ‘new us’ that they, the bad guys, have been hiding the truth in plain sight in order to gain our consent. They have robbed us of our birthright, of our true heritage. This could be true, but in my believing everything I’m being told once more, I’m doing what I did once before, and swapping out one story for another.

Have they really been showing us through story, film and book what they have been hiding? How true is Pullman’s Northern Lights? The Wizard of Oz? or Avatar? I wonder if people really write these stories deliberately to laugh at us, or if they, as they write, become swept up in archetypal energies that move through the collective consciousness? I do believe that we as a collective, wonder about certain things during certain eras of our existence, possibly influenced by the cosmic energies (but what are cosmic energies if there are no real planets above us?). Collective archetypal energies move through us all, wanting to be expressed by us all, in multitudes of different ways, depending on the nature of our individual soul blueprints. And after having just finished writing a trilogy, I do feel at times, that my books wrote themselves, and I was simply a transcriber.

Okay then. Perhaps the latest batch of movies and television shows have shown us, through sometimes obvious messaging, that the ‘good guys’ are in charge. Funnily enough, I’ve decided that the good guys can’t write or edit movies as well as the bad guys can! The disaster that was Dr Strange and the Multiverse, the fact of its existence alone could be enough to prove the good guys handled that one. (Would Marvel really have released such a mess? 🤔) And The Pentaverate? I couldn’t watch it, it was so chaotic, and vulgar in the extreme.

This has really made me wonder about our deep intrinsic need to attach to a story, any story. We have a craving to have a narrative around everything - whether it be the history of the world, or simply shapes in passing clouds in the sky (that one’s a horse, there’s a castle, Oh look - a butterfly!). I believe our brain needs some sort of narrative to cling to to make sense of the world around us. It’s very difficult to appreciate a white fluffy cloud in its pure whiteness and abstract shape alone, as it shifts and moves across the blue, without ascribing some sort of form or likeness to it. Try it yourself if you don’t believe me.

I think this is the crux of the matter - all of the mainstream stories, whether they be about the good guys, or the bad guys, are about an us and a them. Someone in power, someone who is more powerful than you. Take a side, take a side - which side are you on? I’ve said many times here on Substack that nobody is coming to rescue us. That hasn’t changed. So why do we need to take a side, at all?

Let’s look at story a little deeper - what is the story you are telling yourself about who you are, why you are here, and what your place is in the world? Healing, for me, always starts with looking at that story. The story my clients bring usually is a skewed one, and when I ask them, ‘Who would you be without your story of pain?’ they go into another story of how they don’t deserve to live pain-free. Again, clinging to a story, instead of the the possibility of joy.

Okay, so back to me. I feel my world has been rocked and its foundations shattered of late, but I have reclaimed my world quickly because ultimately, I realise that stories are exactly that - stories. Distractions, taking us away from what is in the here and now, right in front of us. Love. Connection. God. Life. Life. Life.

We have richness and beauty right here, right in front of us, if we choose to see it. It doesn’t matter where we came from, what does matter is how we live, what we choose, and how we treat ourselves, and the other. Are you going to hold onto anger and treat people badly because you’re upset? Or can you let go of the story you are telling yourself about your anger and see the person there, right in front of you, who is doing exactly the same thing as you are? Who breaks these chains of story? Who wins - you or the story you are telling yourself? Us or them? Are we the good guys or the bad guys? How do we know? I choose not to perpetuate this.

Yes I’ve been treated badly over the last 2 years and I will never forget it. I have given myself time to heal my wounds, to be with my grief and sorrow, and to clear the shock and disappointment. The way I view the world has changed, and I will not allow myself walk blindly into a situation where I am powerless again.

However,

I choose to live now. I want to enjoy the richness of the love that I allow into my life. I will not wait to see how far I can be pushed before speaking out next time, if there ever is a next time. I am no longer afraid of setting firm strong boundaries, I am not living my life to please anyone else, any more.

If the new story I have been learning about is true, then the atrocities that have been going on for years in the background have been horrendous. What they have done and possibly are still doing is abhorrent, but it will not stop me from living my one and only life. If everything they have done is designed to keep us from God, then having God at my centre is my greatest act of rebellion. Allowing myself to feel good, being my own best friend and treating myself and other people well is my way of saying ‘Fuck you, whoever you are.’

My name may be on a birth cert somewhere and on an electoral roll somewhere else, but that does not give anyone or any institution absolute power over me. I’ve reclaimed my energy and dissolved any contracts that I did not consciously or knowingly consent to. You can do it too. See your energy coming off the pages, floating back through space and time and into the room where you are. Let it come back to your energy field, and see any contracts you did not consciously sign up for, withering, dissolving and disappearing away, your name on them fading until it is no longer legible. Do this visualisation frequently until you feel that the work is complete.

Nobody owns me. Nobody owns my children. We have the power to walk away from any system and leave them to it. We have the power to take our energy out of anything we choose to take it out of. We may not be aware, however, of what we have had our energy drawn into through our silent consent. Rather than getting angry at the world, and the lies, and the stories that we are being told, rather than taking a side, or waiting for someone to come and tell us everything is okay now, let’s do an energy audit and choose from an empowered place.

We get to choose what we do with every moment of our day. We always have had that choice. Choose where you put your energy. Be more aware of the story that you tell yourself. And choose to live your best life now. What an act of rebellion that would be!